Tuesday, March 18, 2008
CALL ME CHUNKFEST.....cranky, pouty and fatter than ever
So I have been eating only organic breakfast and lunch since Jan 1, and relatively healthy dinners for a few weeks now- and somehow I have gained 3 lbs since last week!!!! What the heck is going on! seriously. Today I had a pretty weak work out- I walked 25 mins and did a 10 min ab workout, but I had a salad with chicken and a hard boiled egg for dinner- and made the dressing with rice wine, rice wine vinegar and mustard and honey--so it couldn't be that bad for me right? for breakfast I had 200 calorie organic tomato soup and an apple, yogurt and a tablespoon of natural peanut butter as a snack. WHY am I GAINING!!!??? This is so annoying. I have a cruise in may and a class reunion in August-- then my BFF's wedding and then I am supposed to start trying to get pregnant. BUT I CAN"T GET PREGNANT WHILE I AM CHUBBY or I will never be able to get thin after. This might sound petty- but I feel so much better when I am fit... I literally feel better- I wake up early and am less cranky...any ideas are welcome... I need help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am afraid to weigh in tomorrow!!!